"It is a lonely feeling when someone you care about becomes a stranger."
Bauchtanzen ohne B ist auch tanzen.
So my older brother was in a book store and picked up a book about the difficulties faced by same sex parents in society today when a woman came up and bitched him out for being “too young to be reading a book about THAT sort of people.” He saw that she was carrying the third Hunger Games Book so he stared her dead in the eyes and hissed “Prim dies.” and walked away and I have never been prouder to have him as my sibling.
“i don’t watch tv” proudly says a person who spend 8 hours a day in the internet
Okay this is very short by I have to let it go off my mind tho.
Last night I sat I the lobby with my mom and that guy and his family sat at a table next to us.
I swear he came out of the bar where the showed a soccer game and his brother (my ex friend, not boyfriend but just a friend) went to their room and he thought his brother came with him but he was like “yo I’m gonna stay here”. With here he meant the table his parents sat at and he looked at me.
Later that night they all went to their room and said good night bc we know each other and he said it to and looked at me skfkajsja
I’m so sorry but my laptop went out of battery and i was too lazy to charge it haha so i couldn’t do an update cuz it’s gonna be long and i don’t wanna write it on my phone so here u go:
I’m currently in autria for a ski trip with my parents. when we arrived on saturday we were in the lobby bc our room wasn’t prepared. suddenly a family we know from our hometown (the dad of the fam has the same job my parents have so they’re not like best friends bc of the job but my mom is good with em; my dad uhm well not that good haha) they said hello and talked a bit and went to their room afterwards. then a few mins later another fan from home came here. we know them as well bc one of their sons went to kindergarden with me. actually the two families came together.
the son of the first family is an old friend. like we were friends 4 years a’s taken so yeah i won’t do anything with him. he don’t wanna do sth with me wither cuz he never tried to keep contact anyway that’s not the point in my update
when we went to dinner that night and the two families sat not far away and suddenly there was this guy with them who has to be the oldest of the second family. I’ve never seen him before but he looks even better than the guy i was friends with. i kept glancing at him ever now and then and he actually looked at me too!!!
idk how to get in contact with him tho bc we’re always skiing at daytime and in the evening i’m tired as fuck, go take a shower, then we go to dinner (where i see him haha) and then i go back to our room, undress and go to bed bc skiing is hella exhausting in the long run. not like i’m super super exhausted like after a run or dancing and i’m not sweating drastically but my muscles are tired and i feel that i did sports all day.
the good part about it that i process some 600-800 kcal a day belonging on how much i’m skiing and how effective i do that. but yeah i hope i lost some pounds by the time i go home.
back to that guy: the good thing definitely is that he lives in my hometown so i may meet him there again one day.
right now i’m in the lobby for free wi-fi hahahaha but i’ll go back to our room in a few minutes bc the weather is fucking amazing, it snowed last night and the sun is shining now!!
the guy and the other boys of the two families just sat in the lobby and played cards haha but i didn’t wanna sit next to them bc that’d be awkward due to all the free seats all over the room haha
here are some good looking guys tbh haha nice to look at
i think i wrote way too much now but i needed it to go off my mind.
i think i’ll go sit in the lobby tonight after dinner and hope for him to be here too haha
ahhh what i forgot: last night i was here in the lobby as well but my laptop wasn’t charged as i sat but i forgot about it so i took it with me and when i wanted to go on tumblr it went off lol so i just sat here with my phone for half an hour till an hour i don’t exactly know but the point is when i went back to out room i had to go thru a corridor and at the corner the guy was standing omg my heartbeat speeded up like crazy haha and i wore high heels and hat to carry my laptop, my phone, the chager (which i couldn’t use bc here was no socket) and my earphones haha omg i though i’d fall but i passed him elegantly hahahah
so yea that was it for now and i may be back tonight or tomorrow
HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE
*walks into school* wtf there are so many people from my school here
Vacations in a hotel suck. I always have to eat so much bc my parents watch me and I can’t purge
marry a guy who has sisters because he’s seen the female in her natural state therefore won’t have any unrealistic expectations of you
Manchmal habe ich das Gefühl, dass ich keinem etwas bedeute.